100 THINGS ABOUT ME

100 THINGS ABOUT ME October 28, 2006



1. 4 ½ YEARS AGO WHEN I MET BRYAN EVERYTHING CHANGED
2. HE TAUGHT ME THAT NOTHING IS SO BAD THAT IT CAN’T BE FIXED
3. HE'S SHOWED ME HOW NOT TO STRESS ABOUT SMALL THINGS SO MUCH
4. I’M STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS
5. I HOPE MY KIDS GROW UP WITH THIS MIND SET
6. I WAS RAISED BY PARENTS WHO TRIED BUT PUT A LOT OF STRESS ON EVERYTHING
7. MY MOM HAS LEARNED TO RELAX IN THE PAST 2 YEARS (SHE’S A WORK IN PROGRESS)
8. EVERY FRIEND OUTSIDE OF MY FAMILY HAS LET ME DOWN.
9. I AM OBSESSED WITH GOOD SMELLS ONLY THINGS THAT SMELL FRESH AND CLEAN (NOT FLAVOR SMELLS)
10. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AMAZED HOW EVERY MORNING IS NEW. THE GRASS HAS DEW THE WORLD LOOKS FRESH AND NEW AGAIN.
11. I LOVE COFFEE. HOT REGULAR COFFEE IN THE WINTER AND A COLD MOCHA LATTE IN THE SUMMER.
12. OF COURSE WINDY RAINY DAYS (I GUESS IT COMES FROM GROWING UP IN FLORIDA)
13. HURRICANES. I LOVE THE HYPE, PREPARING, AND THE THOUGHT OF NOT KNOWING HOW BAD IT COULD BE THIS TIME.
14. I LOVE THE BEACH. IT HOLDS SO MANY MEMORIES FOR SO MANY PEOPLE. I LOVE TO SIT AT ANY TIME OF THE DAY AND THINK ABOUT MY LIFE AND ALL MY MEMORIES. AND THEN THINK ABOUT THE SETTLERS, INDIANS, MY EARLY ANCESTORS AND IMAGINE EVERY THOUGHT THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN MADE RIGHT HERE ON OUR BEACH.
15. I LOVE THE PEOPLE I GREW UP WITH, AND EVERYONE I SAW EACH YEAR IN CAMPMEETING.
16. I OFTEN THINK ABOUT THESE FRIENDS AND HOPE THEY ARE HAPPY OR FIND THEIR HAPPINESS.
17. NOTHING MAKES ME MORE HAPPY THAN TO WAKE UP NEXT TO MY CHILDREN
18. I LOVE THE WAY THEY SMELL. I WISH I COULD BOTTLE IT FOR WHEN THEY GROW UP.
19. I LOVE THE WAY CHILDREN THINK SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE ARE MIRACLES.
20. LIKE GETTING IN A CAR JUST TO LOOK FOR PLANES, HELICOPTERS, TOWERS, FIRE TRUCKS, BRIDGES, RIVERS, AND OCEANS.
21. MY CHILDREN TEACH ME SOMETHING NEW EVERYDAY.
22. I NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHY PARENTS GET SO MAD AT CHILDREN WHEN IT’S THE PARENTS THAT ARE STRESSED OUT. I REALLY DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN LOOK AT THEIR FACE KNOWING THEY ARE INNOCENT. I FEEL BAD FOR MISTREATED CHILDREN.
23. I HEARD A SCRIPTURE LAST NIGHT IN CHURCH THAT I HAD NEVER HEARD BEFORE AND THOUGHT IT WAS REAL GOOD “NOR SHALL YOU BRING AN ABOMINATION INTO YOUR HOME, LEST YOU BE DOOMED TO DESTRUCTION LIKE IT.YOU SHALL UTTERLY DETEST IT AND UTTERLY ABHOR IT,FOR IT IS AN ACCURSED THING.” DEUTERONOMY 7:26 I’M NOT SAVED BUT THAT SCRIPTURE AMAZED ME , BECAUSE THAT EXPLAINS WHY THE WORLD IS THE WAY IT IS. PEOPLE LIVE JUST LIKE THE T.V SHOWS.
24. I WANT TO HAVE ½ A DOZEN CHILDREN, BUT I DON’T KNOW IF THE DOCTORS WILL LET ME TRY AGAIN.
25. IF I COULD MOVE WITH MY FAMILY TO A DESERTED ISLAND WITH NO CIVILIZATION I WOULD IN A HEART BEAT.
26. LIGHTENING FOR AS LONG AS I LIVE WILL BE A HAPPY MEMORY. IT WILL ALWAYS BRING ME TO REMEMBERING EDDIE AND WHEN I THINK OF HIM I ALWAYS HAVE HAPPY THOUGHTS. THATS THE WAY HE WAS HE COULDN’T DIE AN AVERAGE DEATH. EVERYTIME LIGHTENING STRIKES EDDIE WILL BE REMEMBERED.
27. I LOVE TO WATCH MY KIDS PLAY.
28. I LOVE THE WAY KIDS LAUGH AND DON’T HOLD BACK.
29. I ALSO LOVE TO SIT ON OUR BEACH AND WONDER WHAT THE PERSON DIRECTLY ON THE OTHER SIDE IS THINKING OR DOING.
30. I WISH ADAM AND EVE DIDN’T EAT THE FRUIT. WE WOULD BE EATING OFF OF TREES LAYING IN HAMMOCKS ALL DAY HAVING CHILDREN WITH EASE, OUR HUSBANDS WOULD BE WITH US ALL DAY. IT WOULD BE WONDERFUL.(THANKS EVE IN EARLY DECEMBER I’LL BE THINKING ABOUT YOU WHEN I’M IN LABOR J/K)
31. I LOVE EATING CEREAL. I DO I REALLY REALLY DO.
32. I LOVE TO EAT OUT.
33. I LOVE FRESH FISH AND SHRIMP AT DOWN UNDER.(I ONLY LOVE THE FISH THAT FLOW IN DAYTONA, TRUST ME ITS BETTER THAN THE FISH IN NSB)HAHAHA
34. I LOVE TO COOK (I COOK WITH ALL CUBAN SPICES)
35. I WANT TO GO TO CUBA ONE DAY AND SEE THE SUN SET, BEACHES, AND MOUNTAINS..
36. I LOVE TO HAVE PEOPLE OVER FEED AND ENTERTAIN THEM.
37. IF I EVER WON THE LOTTO OR PUBLISHING CLEARING HOUSE YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW. BECAUSE MY LIFE STYLE WOULDN’T CHANGE. ME AND BRYAN ARE JUST NOT FLASHY PEOPLE..
38. I DON’T THINK I’LL EVER MOVE OUT OF FLORIDA. IT WOULD HAVE TO BE NEAR ANOTHER BEACH.
39. I LOVE THE SMELL OF FLORIDA (ITS SALT YOU CAN TASTE IN THE AIR.)
40. I LOVE BEING TREATED LIKE A LADY.
41. I’M SO SCARED I’M GONNA LOSE THIS INFO AND HAVE TO START OVER.
42. I HAVE THREE GIRLS AND A BOY.
43. MACKENZIE IS THE OLDEST.
44. SHE IS A CLOTHES DESIGNER AT HEART. SHE CAN MAKE AN OUTFIT OUT OF A SCARF, AND IT ACTUALLY LOOKS GOOD. SHE IS A FOR SURE IS PEOPLE PLEASER. SHE LETS WHAT PEOPLE THINK AFFECT HER DECISIONS. SHE’S PRETTY EASY GOING BUT PLEASING OTHERS PUTS A LOT OF PRESSURE ON HER BEING FROM A SPLIT HOME. SO WE’RE A LITTLE SENSITIVE ON HOW MUCH PRESSURE WE PUT ON HER.
45. SPENCER IS MY SECOND DAUGHTER. SHE IS NOT BRYAN’S DAUGHTER BUT EVERYONE SAYS SHE LOOKS JUST LIKE HIM.
46. SHE IS NOT A PEOPLE PLEASER. SHE COULD CARE LESS WHAT YOU THINK SHE IS HER OWN PERSON. SHE HAS A FUNNY PERSONALITY. SHE MAKES THE WHOLE FAMILY LAUGH A LOT.
47. LIL BRYAN IS NEXT. HE IS OUR FIRST BOY.
48. HE IS 100 % BOY. THATS HOW PEOPLE DESCRIBE HIM THE FIRST TIME THEY MEET HIM. HE CAN BE A LOVER AND HE CAN STAND UP FOR HIMSELF. HE DOESN’T GET PUSHED AROUND BY ANYONE. HE HAS ALREADY BROKE A LEG, BEEN IN SURGERY FOR HIS EARS, AND FELL THRU A GLASS TABLE AND HAD 15 STITCHES PUT IN HIS LEGS. TWO DAYS LATER.THE STITCHES BROKE AND THE HOSPITAL WOULDN’T PUT MORE CAUSE THEY SAID HE WOULD JUST BREAK THEM AGAIN. ALL THIS HAPPENED WITHIN 7 MONTHS THIS YEARS...
49. ISABELLA IS OUR THIRD DAUGHTER.
50. SHE IS A LOVER FOR SURE, BUT ONLY WITH MOMMY AND DADDY. SHE CAN STAND HER GROUND WITH THE OTHERS. SHE DEFINITELY DOESN’T GET PUSHED AROUND. WHEN SHE GETS IN TROUBLE SHE THINKS ITS FUNNY, AND WHEN SHE’S MAD SHE DOESN’T WANT NO ONE TO COMFORT HER. THAT SCARES ME FOR WHEN SHE GETS OLDER.
51. I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M ONLY AT 50.I AGREE WITH KEZ I LOVE THE SMELLS OF ABUELA’S HOUSE.
52. ABUELA HAS BEEN THE MOST CONSISTENT PERSON IN MY LIFE. WOW I JUST REALIZED THAT SHE IS MOST PREDICTABLE, SHE’S ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME SHE DOESN’T GET OFFENDED WHEN I DON’T CALL AND SHE IS ALWAYS HAPPY TO HANG OUT.
53. I’VE NEVER FELT LIKE I NEED TO IMPRESS MY MOMS FAMILY.
54. THEY JUST LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT.
55. ABUELO HAS GOTTEN BETTER WITH AGE. HE USED TO BE A LITTLE SELFISH BUT HAS BECOME AN EXCELLENT GREAT GRANDFATHER.
56. WHEN I SEE MY GRANDPARENTS IN NAPLES THERE IS ALWAYS A GENUINE TRUE LOVE IN THEIR EYES,
57. MY UNCLES HAVE BEEN BURNT BY HYPOCRITES.
58. I HOPE ONE DAY THEY GET STRAIGHT WITH GOD.
59. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.
60. SOME OF MY BEST MEMORIES AS A CHILD ARE CHRISTMAS’ IN NAPLES AND MIAMI.
61. I’VE WATCHED ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND I’VE TRIED LEARN AS MUCH AS I COULD FROM THEIR MISTAKES. I DIDN’T DO THIS SOON ENOUGH IN LIFE, BUT I SURE DO IT NOW.
62. MY MOM IS THE MOST MISUNDERSTOOD PERSON I KNOW.
63. DEEP DOWN SHE IS 100 %.
64. SHE HAS BEEN PUSHED UNDER FOR MANY YEARS AND I BELIEVE GOD HAS OPENED SOME DOORS TO SHOW HER LIFE CAN BE SO MUCH HAPPIER.
65. SHE TRUSTED AND BELIEVED WITH NO HOLDING BACK, BECAUSE SHE WASN’T HIDING ANYTHING. SHE REALLY BELIEVED PEOPLE WERE AS HONEST AS HER.
66. MOM HAS MANY GREAT SURPRISES WAITING FOR HER.
67. I’VE LEARNED A LOT FROM MY MOMMY.
68. I THINK AS A MOMMY WE GO THRU THINGS SO OUR DAUGHTERS CAN WATCH HOW WE HANDLE IT, AND THEY CAN AVOID SOME SORROW. I DON’T THINK THEY WILL AVOID EVERYTHING BUT BECAUSE OF MY MOM I DIDN’T HAVE TO ENDURE 28 YEARS OF IT I ONLY YEARS..
69. THANKS MOM FOR ALL YOU’VE BEEN THRU IT WAS NOT IN VAIN.(AND BRYAN IS SAYING THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME BUT IT IS BECAUSE OF YOU AND WHAT YOU’VE BEEN THRU I WOULDN’T BE JULE TODAY.)
70. I LOVE MY BROTHERS.
71. ITS FUNNY HOW WE ALL GROW UP DIFFERENT BUT I LOVE HOW THEY STAYED THE SAME IN A LOT OF WAYS.
72. ALLEN CAN MAKE ME LAUGH ANYTIME OF THE DAY.
73. WHEN I’M SAD AND I CAN’T CRY ALL I HAVE TO DO IS HEAR HIS VOICE SAY HELLO ON THE PHONE AND I BREAK DOWN.
74. NAT AND I HAVE A VERY SPECIAL BOND. WE COMMUNICATE ABOUT NEGATIVE THINGS WITHOUT SAYING TO MUCH . WE’RE JUST GOOD LIKE THAT, BUT NAT CAN MAKE A MARGARITA TO DIE FOR AND VIRGIN DRINKS. NAT AND I HAVE A LOT OF FUN TOGETHER.
75. I THINK I’M WRITING MY LIFE STORY.ANYWAY KEZ I SAVED FOR LAST. BECAUSE THE BEST IS ALWAYS LAST.
76. KEZIA HAS NEVER LET ME DOWN.SHE IS THE MOST UNSELFISH PERSON I KNOW.(WE’RE GONNA WORK ON THAT RIGHT KEZ?)
77. SHE IS MY SOUL MATE.
78. IF ANYTHING EVER HAPPEN TO ME BRYAN WOULD HAVE TO MARRY HER OR HAVE HER MOVE IN JUST TO RAISE MY KIDS.
79. SHE’S PROBABLY ONE OF THE CLOSEST PERSONALITY TO MYSELF THAN ANYONE I KNOW.
80. WE ARE SO MUCH A LIKE IN MANY WAYS BUT SO NOT IN OTHERS.
81. CAN YOU TELL I’M WASTING LINES NOW.
82. I AM GONNA BE A OB NURSE ONE DAY (HOPEFULLY IN 5 YEARS)
83. I HAVE GOTTEN MORE PERSONAL WITH THIS THEN I EVER THOUGHT I WOULD.
84. THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN A PROBLEM WITH ME. IF YOU OPEN ME UP I OPEN MYSELF UP AND HIDE NOTHING.
85. MY LIFE IS NOT HOW I PICTURED IT BUT I DO LOVE MY FAMILY.
86. I WANT TO LIVE TILL I’M SO OLD I DON’T KNOW WHATS GOIN ON.
87. DEAD THINGS SCARE ME.
88. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AFRAID TO DIE. JUST THE THOUGHT OF GOING THRU IT ALONE.
89. I LOVE COKE AT MACDONALDS OVER ANY OTHER SOFT DRINK.
90. I LOVE CRUISES. THEY ARE SOOOO MUCH FUN.
91. I AM GOING TO JAMAICA NEXT YEAR ON A CRUISE.
92. I LOVE BROWNIES THAT ARE STILL HOT.
93. I LOVE A GLASS OF COLD MILK.
94. I LOVE SONGS THAT HAVE A MEANING.
95. I LOVE THE WAY I FEEL RIGHT AFTER A SHOWER.
96. I WOULD LOVE TO STAY IN A BEACH HUT WITH NO A.C ONLY THE WIND AND AN OUTSIDE SHOWER AND HAVE FOOD CATERED FOR DINNER WAITING FOR US ON THE BEACH WITH CANDLES LIT EVER NIGHT.
97. O.K NOW I’M DREAMING. I JUST KINDA RUN OUT OF THINGS TO SAY.
98. MY FAVORITE COLOR IS WHITE AND PINK.
99. MY FAVORITE FEELING IS SECURITY .
100. AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS BRYAN CASH........
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