YOU KNOW ITS FUNNY TO ME HOW DIFFERENT PEOPLE LOOK AT THE WORLD AND THINGS THATS HAPPENED TO THEM.I'VE BEEN THROUGH ALOT A YOUNG AGE(NOT SOMETHING I'M VERY PROUD OF)BUT IT TOOK ME MAKING A MISTAKE NOT ONCE BUT TWICE TO REALIZE YOU CAN LIE TO YOURSELF ABOUT HOW YOU SEE SOMEONE BUT YOU ONLY HURT YOURSELF.FOR SOME REASON WHEN YOUR IN THAT SITUATION YOU BLIND YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU SEE NO WAY OUT, SO YOU TAKE THEIR ABUSE AND MISTREATMENT AND CONSTANTLY EXCUSE THEIR BEHAVIOR.IT TOOK BEING ALONE FOR AWHILE BEFORE I REALIZED I DIDN'T NEED SOMEONE ELSE TO COMPLETE ME.I COULD GO OUT TO EAT WITH MY GIRLS TWICE A WEEK MAKE DINNER AT HOME FOR JUST US THREE AND IT WAS AMAZING HOW MUCH PEACE WAS IN OUR HOME.IF THERE ISN'T PEACE IN THE HOME SOMEONE ISN'T PLUGGED INTO THAT FAMILY, AND ITS NOT GONNA GET BETTER TILL THEY GET REAL OR GET OUT.THERE IS NOTHING YOU COULD HAVE DONE BETTER TO KEEP THEM AROUND.I REMEMBER WHEN IT WAS FIRST HAPPENED I WOULD THINK OOOHH I WISH I COULD JUST HAVE A FAMILY THINKING THEY MADE US COMPLETE BUT IN REALITY IT WAS THE HAPPINESS WE FOUND WHEN WE LIVED IN PEACE THAT MADE US FEEL COMPLETE.I WROTE THIS FOR ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS WHO IS GO THROUGH SOMETHING RIGHT NOW,AND I REALLY HOPE ONE DAY THEY SNAP OUT AND REALIZE IF YOUR WITH SOMEONE AND THEY DON'T MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF EVERYDAY YOU DESERVE TO FEEL TRUE HAPPINESS.I LOVE YOU AND YOU HAVE SO MUCH MORE TO LIVE FOR.I'M EXCITED FOR YOU YOU STILL HAVE A CHANCE AT YOUR HAPPY FANTASY.